take it away ..

The New Element

2005-03-24T11:13:00.000+08:00

Element : WOMEN
Symbol : WO+
Atomic mass : Accepted as 53.6 Kg; isotopesmay vary from 40-200 kg.
Occurrence : Copious quantities in all urbanareas.

PHYSICAL PROPERTIES
1. Boils at room temperature
2. Freezes without any known reason.
3. Melts if given special treatment.
4. Bitter, if incorrectly used.
5. Sweet as Honey if given a proper treatment.

CHEMICAL PROPERTIES
1. Have great affinity for Gold, Silver and arange of precious stones and absorbs greatquantities of expensive substances.
2. May explode spontaneously without priorwarning and for unknown cause
3. Insoluble in liquids, but activity greatlyincreases by that.
4. Most powerful money reducing agentknown to man.

TESTS
1. Pure specimen turns rosy pink whenhappy.
2. Turns green when placed behind a betterspecimen.

POTENTIAL HAZARDillegal to possess more than one, althoughseveral can be maintained at differentlocations as long as specimens do not comein direct contact with each other.
!! WARNING !!
PROLONGED EXPOSURE TO THISELEMENT CAN CAUSE SEVERE FINANCIALHEMORRHAGING AND MENTAL DISTRESS.BE CAUTIOUS

black

2005-03-17T22:15:00.000+08:00

suffering from impatient depression . lol . impatient depression cause im impatient for my on coming event , video scavenger hunt , the wedding ( good food with new sassy clothes ) , then good friday celebrate zhens' bday most probably including mine . lol . (: den my bday!! and my simple plan CD from my beloved sweet heart , CHARMAINE ANG HUI ZHEN!! woots , i love u loads . haha ... love u love u . im not gona start getting all mushy and stuff .. teehees .. weeee .. my bday , my bday!! wonder wad will i do then . its on a weekday , shit! means theres school next day . f*** . lol . jessie , no vulgar ah .. naughty girl .. i like avril's he wasnt . lol .. chatting with a dumb dumb . i went msia today . bought lotsa tidbits . teehees .. not like u care , so oh wells .. tatas! (: love u peeps , muacks! (:

simple plan rawks!

2005-03-16T15:39:00.000+08:00

Thank You
Simple Plan
Still not getting any ..
I thought that I could always count on you
I thought that nothing could become between us two
We said as long as we would stick together
We’d be alright
We’d be ok
But I was stupid
And you broke me down
I’ll never be the same again
So thank you for showing me
That best friends cannot be trusted
And thank you for lying to me
Your friendship, the good times we had
You can have them back
Yeah
I wonder why it always has to hurt
For every lesson that you have to learn
I won’t forget what you did to me
How you showed me things I wished I’d never see
But I was stupid
And you broke me down
I’ll never be the same again
So thank you for showing me
That best friends cannot be trusted
And thank you for lying to me
Your friendship, the good times we had
You can have them back
When the tables turn again
You’ll remember me my friend
You’ll be wishing I was there for you
I’ll be the one you miss the most
But you’ll only find my ghost
As time goes by
You’ll wonder why
You’re all alone
So thank you for showing me
That best friends cannot be trusted
And thank you for lying to me
Your friendship, the good times we had
You can have them back
So thank you, for lying to me
So thank you, for all the times you let me down
So thank you, for lying to me
So thank you, your friendship you can have it back

i love this song . actually i love all simple plan song cause they rawk!! well , duh!! (:

wee ..

2005-03-15T19:46:00.000+08:00

another 15 days!! wooooots .. i love my bday! wahahahahaha .. wad i wan for my bday ....
- to see simple plan!!
- their album
- their tour edition DVD and CD
- their poster ( wad can i say? i just simply love them!! )
okeas .. i guess this all .. not alot eh? see .. im simply undemanding!! (: thank yew , thank yew (:
no ones replying my hellos . fine , boring!! this crowd sucks , try blending in to another , sucessss .. some one replied .. yeah ... (: and another one .. this goes to show how stupid and boring my life is . welcome to my life .. wee .. i just love simple plan . im obsess over them . im their no.1 fan in SG . chuck and pierre rawk most!! woots .. sians .. had npcc today , PREETPAL SUCKS!! he hates me and i hate him , haha .. well , if i were him i would to . i moved when he specifically told us not to .. haha . must be damn pissed la! (: heck la , sooon sec 3s are just gona have to take over .. oh wells . im just another burden , maybe i should just quit!! (: yeah! thats a good idea .. anyway , talkin about chio bus? i think jasmine is .. not that malay girl , of wadsoever name .. haha (: tell u wad , i can only name out one third of my squads mates . oh wells , i dont give a FUCK about them . oh wells .. (: cynthia , i miss u and come back soon eh?! love u loads .. (: teehees ... wah , my marchin sucks . oh wells , i gtg .. tatas!!! (:

twisted tales

2005-03-13T16:13:00.000+08:00

well , i managed to come up with a story within one night for my twisted tales . well , its really dumb and lame but its nice according to me .. lol . read it!!

Snow White And The 7 Elves
Not a very long tim ago in the southern part of Singapore , there lived a little heavier then average girl , also know as FAT named snow white . As delicate as snow , as pure as white .
She had everything a girl would ever want , perfect hair , perfect skin , perfect features , she had everything but just lack the " hour glass figure " .
So everyday she would drain her sorrows on " Lays Potatoe Chips! " . " snickers! " and everones' all time favorite , " M&M!! "
One day white watching TV , an advertistment came about , well , its already on , so it just came . It was an advertistment on " slim 8 " .
It says ... " Perfect skin? Perfect hair? Perfect features? but no perfect figure? blah blah .. " " its as if the know me!? " snow white concluded . " well , what are you waiting for? call 1800-i-need-a-perfect-figure-but-i-dont-have-one , and we will lead u to our Prof Elfe! , first 20 callers will get a 0.0000000000000000000000000000000000000001% discount, so hurry!!! " .
" Wow! I even get a o.oooooooo , err how many zeros were there again? anyway , i still get a discount! " toot toot toot ...
" hello? im snow white calling from the southern part of singapore , im here to answer to your advertistment! ... uh huh , uh huh , okays , okas . 21 The 7 Elves Home , thank you! "
That very day ......
" ting dong! " as the door magically opens , snow white was impressed! As singaporeans , she goes , " wah Pro one , leh! still GOT open seaseme one lehs! " snow white squelled in delight . " Your head la! Down here!! " a small but irritated voice came about .. As snow white glance down she sees nothing but a really really short man . " sorry , paiseh! "
"uhh , you must be snow white!? " a voice from somewhere appear . " Eh, how you know ah?! pro , lehs . the door and now this!!! " snow white , impressed! " thank you ! i know it cause ....... youweretheonlyonewhoanswerthisadvertistment . " another voice again .. " huh? " snow white asked . " you were the only one who answered this advertistment " another voice came . " Yuh , we are the seven elves and we are here to help you!! here , your slim 8! " " remember , only take one a day . " come back a month later for further recomendation. " ok .. " snow white replied as she collect the drugs and left . " dont forget to take one dayyyyy .. " or not something will happen ..... as each of them complete their own sentences ..
that very night ... " aiya , so peiche ( troublesome ) might as well take all in one time , save me the trouble! " a voice came from some where " dont , they already say dont take it all in one shot! " " are u my conscience? take what? what shot? " " yes , im your good conscience! dont take all in one shot " suddenly another voice came again " take all the drugs at one time better , so troublesome , save you the trouble , no pain no gain! " " yuh horhs . i should " snow white thought . " your head la! dont , its saver to take it once a night " " no! " " yes! " " no " yes " " wham .. see , she so stupid must be evil la . go on swallow it down ... "
gulp ...
A week later , snow white suddenly fainted while showing her figure of 8 , and she entered " NUH ". In the operation room , a doctor performed a CPR on her . as she slowly and yet gracefully open her eyes . " Uhh .. My savious , i love you! *muaccccccccks! * " ewwww .. imagine that! " will u marry me , my love , my saviour?" snow white asked polietly filled with high hopes. " huhhhhhh ... ok lohs .. "
Although snow white didnt get her perfect figure , she was still content with her husband .but still she MUST be grateful to the 7 elves . So they lived happily ever after , i think?
The End ..

wee ...

2005-03-12T00:13:00.000+08:00

damn fun lorhs , today . haha .. after self fish npcc , went for Erene's farewell party . so fun , we ate , sang , act , and dunk ppl . well , only , me erene and abi . im so gonna miss her .. sighs .. )': waaaaaa ... i was late , again! lol . we were suppose to surprize erene but , her mom told her . argg .. fun sucker . lol , jessie is so darn mean!!! (: frisk wrote a poem specially for erene , so sweet . haha .. i was the " guest " the extra . lol . i was erene , i flicked my hair really ok , cause i never flick my hair okly , i will always ruin that flicking part . once i tried flicking i totally ruin it . i suck in it . hah! but i suceeeeeeed today!! mwahahahahahahahaha , thats sad .. (: lol . then yeah , erene waas dunked i think 6 times . lol , me? 3 . once was cause i helped in dunkin erene and she tried draggin and tada im free .. lame . haha .. oh wells , my eyes hurt cause i was wearin contacts the whole day , so im gona like sleep now . so tatas!! (:

sighs

2005-03-09T20:27:00.000+08:00

sians .. life sucks!! cant God make mine any bettter? i wana kill myself . i dont wan clara anymore , she have no fucking patient to teach me . geez ... correction , is u to teach me , to correct me . who on earth ask ppl to do correction with no answers and scolds ppl when they get it wrong . shes so fucking stupid!!! DOH!! ass ... its like throwing money into the sea . its a fucking waste money . fuck it man .. bitch .. go away . who do u think u are? brush up on ur english before u teach me ur english . stupid singlish person , and ur maths aint all that . u just learn more and FORGET . FORGET EXIST! IT MEANS U WAN TO REMEMBER BUT U CANT! ANDS ITS NOT MY FAULT I CANT REMEMBER THAT FUCKING STUPID MATHS FORMULAE . fuck off la .. btich!!!

white noise

2005-03-08T18:39:00.000+08:00

after readin wad jing hao say . i have come to say this , NPCC SUCKS!! I HATE IT . IF I COULD I WANA QUIT QUIT QUIT . THE BIGGEST MISTAKE I EVER COMMITTED WAS JOININ THIS FUCKING DISGUSTING CCA . SO ITS TRUE !! JESSIE IS STUPID!!! AHHHHH ... i wana join drama . i wana quit npcc ... ahhhh . im never gona polish my boots , do my drillls properly , bring my stuff , go for npcc . grr . im gonna make preetpal's life miserable before he pass out . and i will make sure he wont pass out with a high post . mwahahaha .. u stupid BLACK guy!! go to hell!!

dtrkgnlo

2005-03-05T16:29:00.000+08:00

GUO XI SUCKS!!! i hate him!! he deservest o die!!! i curse him!!! he get in to a car accident and he will wish that he had never hit me! and he wish that he didnt do that!! i hate him!! guo xi sucks!! hes a fukin ass hole!!! i hate him!!!

uhh ...

2005-03-03T14:52:00.000+08:00

27 more stinkin days .. sigh .. happy unbirthday to jessie .. )=

scarrrrry

2005-03-01T18:37:00.000+08:00

freak .. the movie is getting in to me .. hide and seek .. crap!! ahh .. its so good im still scared .. =( hahahaa .. wen to watch it with char .. we , i mean I was screamin , i screamt thrice . lol . help . im afraid of charlie . he did it . he killed her .. he let her die ... he told me to call him charlie . he says u shouldnt be here .. or u wil get hurt . he killed them .. argg .. its getting in to me .. CRAP! =( the pool of blood ... * shivers up * freakky freakkkkkky .. there will be a hide and seek 2 . im dead sure . cause in the end they showed .. lol . thats how i tell , =)
okeas .. let me tell u , emily's mother died ..
so the father thought it might be good to change the environment
den there will be alot of complications in the movie , to make u confuse and in the end they tell u everything and the imaginary fren is alive ...
freaky eh?
den the neighbour has a kid , who died recently and
its an extra , nothing to do about the movie but its there to confuse u , but its cool ..
lol , i just love it .
the URL is http://hideandseekthemovie.com/

a lesson learnt

2005-02-26T00:05:00.000+08:00

i learnt that cryin isnt the solution but a waste of time cause , u are wastin ur time cryin and not thinkin of a solution for every problem theres a solution and its up to u to find it out . the strongest appearance are actually the weakest , im not who everyone thinks , im not an extrovert . sometimes i wana be alone from this world , this treacherous pain , so painful and all the killin and stabbin . i didnt lie to earnest at all . my bro really hit me . wads wrong ? he always denies something then say im the one lyin . yuh , i lied im the idiot stupid liar . yuh , of course the whole world will trust him! hes express and im normal. rmbr? im dumb!! i really am stupid . idiotic .. yuh he got 228 and i got 186! im dumber , rite? im the idiot! ass .. im sick of ur childish act! when will u GROW UP! man . so annoyin . im just different from the others , im not stupid ..

sick of all the crap

2005-02-22T19:42:00.000+08:00

i hate life .. i wana die . i hate it . everyone hates me . my brother is correct no one likes jessie .. i dont belong the $1 gang , maybe it is true .. clara is replacing me ..everyone likes clara . clara is so pretty . guys are practically fighting over her .. and jessie , shes stupid no one wans to be near her . only an idiot , or lets say not even an idiot .its an embarrassment to be put next to an idiot . even an idiot knows when to be embarrassed . its all so true . its all so true . why didnt i notice it earlier . stop tryin to place ur self with the cool ones . stop pullin them down jessie . they dont even like u .. all of this are just lies ................................................................ lies ... lies .. all of them .. i hate it
i wan nothing .. i just no hatred in their eyes towards me . God loves me .. God loves me .. i know it . i love GOD . He wans me to be near him now .. in His House of Heaven , is it time to go yet? when can i reach there .. why is it me ? why am i always the her . the bitch . the slut . the idiot . the embarrrassment .......................?

freaks are meant to be cool ..

2005-02-21T18:24:00.000+08:00

sians .. today dismiss at 5 . havent bathe yet . i dont stink . haha .. today was stupid , pure stupid . haha . let me tell u , i embarrassed myself today 4 times . grr .. stupid jessie .............. oh wells .. get on with life theres more to come .. geez . wad was that suppose to mean .
stupid chinese tcher make me stay back until so late . wonder wads wrong with zhen today? she seems so sad .. =( sighs .. cant worry too much .. if not she will think i dont trust her . i miss pri sch . frankly speakin , a loner is a care free person . well , at least .. =( clara sucks clara sucks clara sucks clara sucks clara sucks clara sucks clara sucks clara sucks clara sucks clara sucks clara sucks clara sucks clara sucks clara sucks clara sucks clara sucks clara sucks clara sucks clara sucks clara sucks .. even her names sucky . i hate all claras .. lol .. =X if only i could pon sch tmr but have the stupid road marshall thing . to promote u must have that badge , screw u la np . go to hell . i curse u dao bi next yr ah!!! eh eh eh .. nono . the best yr . can scold jrs . lol .. =) oh wells .. tatas ..

bxbx

2005-02-20T18:56:00.000+08:00

ahhhh!!!!!!!! i hate u!!! why cant u tell that i like u? why are u so ignorant??? i told u before already . why dont u believe me? wad did i do to make u think that way?? i really like u ..
so depressing . today in church i cried my eyes out . haha .. frances gave me a tissue and jon put his arms around me , but i was too tired and sad to actually care . i dont get it ? why am i crying? i guess i feel really tired some how? my mom has heart problems, shes gona be hospitalized . i cant cry , i need be there for them and tell them to not cry and that everything is alright . i need to be strong for them .. just for now . they really need me , i can tell . they're just not as happy as they can get . i hate my brother , fine , go away from him! i shall just perish in ur eyes . i hate u!! i've always tried to be a perfect sister that u will like but u have to make life miserable for me . ure so inconsiderate . i hate u!!!!! jerk , ass hole , bastard . idiot!! i hate u!! ASS!!!!!!!! freak!!! i hate u .
went of to KFC for lunch with budds and yuh had fun . went home alone , from tiong bahru to jurong . it took 50 mins . i took a bus home mah .. sighs .. =( i was thinkin about stuff i shouldnt have . maybe im just to bored . it was a long ride . wad can i say? sighs . i dont feel like doin my geog homey , study for chi test . i have made up my mind , fail it and go for chi remedial it helps me after all . monday again . i hate mondays .. stupid , its the day i hate most . beginin . sighs . i shall stop here . =( tatas

tired

2005-02-19T12:38:00.000+08:00

im so tired . sighs , after school had np . lecture . lotsa crap , tellin stupid stuff and we must copy . then dismiss at 6 then rush off to steph's house for cell .. sighs . so tired . =(thought about alot of stuff . really feel like joinin drama . looked so FUN!!! haha .. jealous of cyn and char . NPCC SUCKSSSSSS!!!!!!!! i hate npcc .. i wana join drama . im so stupid
sisghs .. im using the on screen key board ... y do i even bother when my key board is workin?? haha .. so sians .. and tired .. haha. .
ooh . i was thinkin about something a long time ago .. about wad shawn said . where we were in a pri school . i forgot which . i think it was peps?! haha .. about a girl alone in a room starin out at the window .. it reminded me , or i say taught me loneliness . it gave me a big wide impression of a lonely girl locked out from a world or frens and love . its seeks for the unknown love from the World . but she lives on the wonder or loneliness and support from God . she loves God .

yo

2005-02-15T15:19:00.000+08:00

feel really dumb . its so dumb . i just felt really terribly sad . i felt like a baby whose candy was stolen . i was on the edge of breakin down wen i really gave up and let it fell as the drops of tears came pouring down . cheryl was there , she asked me how i was , i managed to pull back some and smiled , i was ok . i guess? i headed back to class for the national sing thingy , as daddy walk past , i just feel like breaking down , i always feel weak , esp infront of him and when he asked if he was ok , all i did was just wave at him bye bye . i guess its cause hes always the one i turn to when i cry . hes the bestest boy pally ever . he was there wen i got my first cut . he cheered me up . haha . i failed to give him a wallet , one , no time to shop and two , no money . damn . i guess u dont know whos my daddy , haha .. hes someone really special and i appreciate him . haha . yeah , daddy rawks!! haha . was late for npcc , reported so darn late . =X teehees . oh wells . then had a dumb day , forgot to bring allllll my books , stupid , too tired to pack , was mugging and packin for np making sure i didnt miss out any . sighs . so tired . then after school had npcc . alittle drill then lecture , KNOTS!! lol . i managed to do all but only rmbr 8 sth sth .. uh! figure of 8 . i think? =) haha . den went home ate bei bei mian then clara came at 8!!! ass la , she was suppose to come at 7 , make me miss PCK . ass! and yup , tmr is VIONNA's BDAY!!! woots . yeah , happy bday to u , happy bday to u , happy bday to vionna , happy bday to u!! love u , muacks!! =)

hah!

2005-02-14T22:03:00.000+08:00

happy valentines day!! woots!! =) haha .. hmm . todays stupid . just stupid . came early to school today , hah! just not early enuff to go up and put my bag in class . haha . oh wells =) den ya da ya da ya da . recess . went to collect me rose , haha . for my beloved mommy .. den err ... went to mt , hah!! only half an hour of Mt . one thing to rejoice about!! teehees .. =) then that stupid mr sim say must wear FULL U tmr! fuck la . i hate NPCC I HATE NPCC I HATE NPCC . i wana quit ... =( * sob sob sob sob sob * idiot . i tell u , if anyone laugh at me i will kill NPCC . fuck it man , fuck it!! asss ... stupid idiot . >= i hate npcc . i wana quit , but no .. vilau doesnt allow me to .. FUCKING ASS . idiot . i wana join DRAMA CAUSE I BELIEVE I CAN ....... errr ... BE IN DRAMA! stupid . at least its a thousand times better then npcc . march everyday . no break . scold wad scold , think i canot scold ah ? ass la ... $@&^*(#U!*(^&*(!@$%@(E%^(%!#!#T&*)#$%@%$@%^*) to prevent any more vulgarities i shall skip . teehees . den after school me and zhen zhen went to eat bei bei mian . den went back for MT remedial , den she went off with her luther leaving me with cheryl . 2 poor lonely souls . lol . shes got a tons of secret admirer . haha . of cause wad so chio .. shes me ma okeas!! haha .. jk jk . i find royston super damn stupid , its like cheryl is such a good catch , so many guys wan also dont have , then u let her go .. sighs .. =( oh wells . shall not disclose any more personal stuff or i will die in his hands .. lol . some errr .. ANCIENT CHINESE MOVIE LOL!!! oh wells . im trying to stay alive in the office . havent study for geog , havent pack for npcc . study geog , heck np . yes . =) im sucha genius . oh wells .. tatas . go study . 13 more chappies to go .. good luck peeps for tmr's paper! muacks! =) lurve ya peeps ..

cara

2005-02-13T15:35:00.000+08:00

yeah .. today , was quite alright on the fact that i was rather COLD . stupid jacket , shall not use it again . =) haha . den yuh , had lunch with ppl and their families , sticky rice is good food . i love it! =) haha . so nice , so sweet . sighs . nothing to do . feel like readin a romantic comedy story now . but i read all the nice one at that webbie . now no more nice stories . the rest is either singlish or wannabes . sighs . haha .. =( i wana go KFC , i was suppose to have KFC , but no , daddy didnt allow . cause its very INCONVINIENT . but thats alright . theres always next week . theres youth!! haha . i pray that next week , me , steph , brenda and peeps would go kfc and i would eat my zinger burger and i will be full from eating cheese fries .. =) haha . okeas . set! =) yeah ...... sians ..

teeeheees

2005-02-12T00:58:00.000+08:00

hey peeps!! how did u spent ur CNY ? great i guess .. haha =) well mine went well i guess .. =) on the eves of CNY i got 28bucks , yeah , not bad for a start . wore a white short skirt with my new OP outing bag . cool huh ? teehees . i like it anyway . =) den the next day went to M'sia was smsing Royston the whole way and the whole day and depended on Perfect 10 to survive the terrible torture . lols . =) . my unc. gave me a hundred bucks , i was like , omg! in sg its 45 bucks , but my dad , who was so very kind , spent it on a stupid carpet and a stupid soap with some other stuff . there goes my one hundred dollar =* sniff . oh , my aunt's maid is only one yr my snr . i was like , wad the? one year? for a sec she looked 18 . haha . looks are decieving man .. =) den yuh , had the best pizza ever . wow , hawaiian , pepperoni and supreme . nice , have i mention that M'sia sells the best pizza?! well if i didnt , now i did! its' dough is very well baked and made . i was like wow . better then sg okeas , i rather msia den sg . in the middle of the night i woke up cause my very inconsiderate bro decided to bunk in and smash my head . i finally understand how shanin felt . sorry , haha . i smashed her head on the wall once during the cell sleep over . so embarrassing . haha . =X den after i reach home , went online then went out with char to watch " i do , i do " its a very nice and romantic movie . comedy , enjoyed it alot . =) ppl were laughin thru and im sure i heard sniffins . haha . =)
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then friday was ok la . was slacking and smsing . die , bill sure explode . =( waaaaa .. somebody save me . i have decided to buy a no. , top-up kind , and i will sms for all i wan . this time i will get starhub . haha . and my mom wont know about it =) teehees . shes keeping the simmy and im keeping my phoney . thank u kind ppl who donated to me . teehees . =) may God bless u and that u will be richer and more generous . just kiddin , honestly , kiddin man! =) haha . okeas . so yuh , then went to couzzy house and use comp . =X go all the way to raffles and use comp stupid seh! haha . =) haha ... so tatas . and have a great year ahead and may all the ang baos come running towards u!! =) muacks , sending kisses and huggies! =)

unwritten

2005-02-07T18:00:00.000+08:00

I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined
I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your innovations
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
Oh, oh, oh
I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inner visions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inner visions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
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sighs . i feel love sick . haha . was out of love since the last relationship . keep it goin man!! woots . jessie rawks , just for this . i practically hate myself for being so forgetful . i will hate myself if the 2/7 ppl do anything to my precious water bottle! =( sighs . i wana cry . waaaaaa .. my 12.60 , just bought it YESTERDAY . i shall curse that person who touch my bottle . that he/she shall have no bf/gf for the rest of the life and that will have no spouse , cause u touch my bottle! >=( ass . fuck it , fuck it man!!!! =(

ha

2005-02-06T21:44:00.000+08:00

went out today to get new year stuff , well , got quite a few piece and a new OP cap! woots . man , its nice . den went up for dinner and then went in to 77th street . haha . saw this cute guy , man , hes a guy to die for . but wadever it is , hes cute! haha . his eyes were like , specifically made just for him , his lips , as pale but wet . his hair , slunting down matching his forhead . gosh he was cute . he caught me staring at him and cont to stare back den i was like " crap! " i looked away and walked off . haha . the end of my story . nice eh ?
haha . fake details . but i just like it acuse its cooooooooool =) haha . but i did see a couple of cute guys today . is it true that jurong has got hot gays ? haha . he might a gay in disguise but wad ever it is , hes CUUUUUTE! =)

unspoken

2005-02-05T15:26:00.000+08:00

yeah , i cut my hair and rebonded it . haha .. =) short rebonded hair , sound kinda wrong eh ? haha , well it looks kinda wrong but it manages to grab the elegant part of me . now forced to wear skirts . haha . good thing i have like only A FEWWWWW . haha =) teehees .

deprived

2005-02-03T18:16:00.000+08:00

[ sad . dull . i feel stupid , i embarressed myself today . with my stupid way . so darn stupid i just wana expose my brains out . but its a pity i cant . sighs . thinking about him . this is the first time im bloggin about him . i was messaging him just now . ( im not allowed to use my phone!! ) i really wish that im someone he will accept not by how i act but how i am inside . that when im with him , i will have the sense of being FREE , that i wont need to hide anything . i wan some sense of secureness , trust . but i never ever had this feeling? is this world really materialistic? ]

hah!!

2005-02-02T17:27:00.000+08:00

today was rather a weird day , filled with templed emotions . templed emotions ? wads taht ? i dont know but i felt like its correct . anyway . at the begining today , i was rather tired and sleepy havin no plans of goin to school , if this the US i would be skipping it . and i kept cursing myself , why cant i be more prepared . late again . haha .. at least i arrived earlier then Mel . teehees . still survived the beginin with the so unreasonable mel who keeps hitting me for no reason . * sniffs * so pain ful . my poor red leg . =( sighs . oh wells . its mel wad can i say , so i head up to class . and yes , MT the class i second dread most to go to , well not second . first its english , then geog , den MT . sighs . tcher was like read ur books , read . cursing that shortie . ah shit! i havent do my homework yet , the bitch is coming . anyway , its 2 diff things . see that full stop eh ? haha .. oh wells . wadever it is , coffee seem to always steal my bad mood away . =) bye ppl .

- ass

2005-02-01T17:33:00.000+08:00

grrr .. that bitch . she keeps changing my tution time . she thinks i have the whole world's time just for her . who is she , my time planner ? ass .. go to hell la .. i hate u . idiot , think u so smart is it ? huh ..!! i dont know how to do u should have the patience to teach me and not go " WHY YOU DONT KNOW HOW TO DO THIS? HUH ??? " ass .. who does she think she is . ass hole . i hate u man . bitch .
yup . and ppl are starting to hate me , and yes i will list out their names just for myself . lets start from sec1s . everyone , sec2 almost everyone except for me , well actually i hate myself . se3? everyone that knows me . sec4 everyone that knows my existence . well . i am afterall a bitch! =) isnt this wad bitches do , bitch around . i know sarah , clara , jamie , ppl from 1/4 . and yes . i hate my class and they pretty much hate me . the whole class except for jessie hates jessie . why , lets see . cause she sucks and she act cutes . and someone probably made a account that goes , jessiesuckslikehell@hotmail.com . currently now im waiting for that person to add me . and yes i am waiting .. waiting . i hate the whole world . and that comes to a conclusion . lol! =) jeez .. why am i pitying myself . im just a bitch . and those who aer my fren are pretty much pretending and stuff . and yes . im so smart . life sucks . sighs . i shall curse those ppl who hate me! nah , i shouldnt . it would be the same as cursing the whole world . and just come to a conclusion . actually , no one knows this webbie . so im free to swear allllll i want!! =) weeeee .. haha and i shall speak the truth and pray hard no one finds out , jessie is jealous of ying zhen . =) and yes , ppl like ying zhen and hate jessie . jessie is just another ying zhen wannabe . lol! puuh - lease . why would i wan to be someone else . in fact i like the way i am . cursing and swearing every single day of my fucking day . oh gosh how i just love it . haha . i love my msn nick . its so darn cool . lol! jessie shall grow up and grow up from the day of , " uemmmmmm . i wan i wan i wan . fuck off jessie stop acting cute , so ugly still wan to act cute . act chio . stop thinking that the whole world likes u . ( p.s. i dont think that way , cause i know alot of ppl hate me ) haha .. that sounded so faryal . oooh , incase u dont know . Faryal is a fucking bitch who hates me and i bet shes the starter of ' i hate jessie club ' and yes , ditto!!! im so smart . sighs . i've typed so long all about myself . and i guess u are bored of listening to my self pity session . haha . okeas , i shall start my racism session then .
hey all black ppl , pls go away . u wont like wad i'll be saying later on . thank u! dont say i didnt warn u , so if ure black or like black ppl pls go away , i dont encourage u on staying on and stop posting those arsy comment on how i suck cause im racist . and say i suck for saying this stuff .. so tatas .
black ppl , they are the last thing i would ever want a christmas list .
african has the most wicked names! it like this " !xobile " . it sound like this * click * xobile . haha . imagine if hes making love " oh baby , oh baby , say my name baby , say my name . " " oh my god , * click * xobile! " haha .. if u need pronouncation tell me , i will say it to u .. its so frrrreeeeaaaakin funny man !! ass . how i just wana laugh like hell !! gosh ... * pants pants * this is freaking good . man .. haha .
" somebody gona get a hurt realll bad! "
ppl . if u wan the video contact me , its a video worth having to take up 5.2mb of ur comp! =)

my boo

2005-01-31T19:45:00.000+08:00

this song rawks on and on forever man!! =)
Usher
There's always that one person that will always have your heart
You never see it coming cause you're blinded from the start
Know that you're that one for me, it's clear for everyone to see
Ooh baby, you will always be my boo
Alicia Keys
I don't know about y'all but I know about us and uhh it's the only way we know how to rock (repeat)
Usher Verse
Do you remember girl, who was he one who gave you your first kiss
Cause I remember girl who was the onewho said put your lips like this
Even before all the fame and people screaming your name
Girl I was there and you were my baby
Chorus:Usher
It started when we were younger and you were mine (my boo)
Now another brothers' taken over but its' still in your eyes (my boo)
Even though we use to argue it's alright (it's alright girl, that's okay)
And if we haven't seen each other in a while, but you will always be my boo
Alicia Keys
Now if you loved when we were younger you were mine
And when I see from time to time I still feel like, (that's my baby)
And if I see you no matter how I try to hide (I can't hide it)
And even though there's another man who's in my life, you will always be my boo
Alicia Keys VerseYes I remember boy, cause after we kissed I could only think about your lips
Yes I remember boy, the moment I knew you were the one I could spend my life with
Even before all the fame and people screaming your nameI was there and you were my baby
Chorus
Bridge
My ooh my ohh my ohh my ohh my boo (repeat)
Chorus
Alicia Keys
I don't know about y'all but I know about us and uhh it's the only way we know how to rock (repeat)
There's always that one person that will always have your hear
tYou never see it coming cause you're blinded from the start
Know that you're that one for me, it's clear for everyone to see
Ooh baby, you will always be my boo
Alicia Keys I don't know about y'all but I know about us and uhh it's the only way we know how to rock (repeat)
Usher Verse
Do you remember girl, who was he one who gave you your first kiss
Cause I remember girl who was the onewho said put your lips like this
Even before all the fame and people screaming your name
Girl I was there and you were my baby
Chorus:Usher
It started when we were younger and you were mine (my boo)
Now another brothers' taken over but its' still in your eyes (my boo)
Even though we use to argue it's alright (it's alright girl, that's okay)
And if we haven't seen each other in a while, but you will always be my boo
Alicia Keys
Now if you loved when we were younger you were mine
And when I see from time to time I still feel like, (that's my baby)
And if I see you no matter how I try to hide (I can't hide it)
And even though there's another man who's in my life, you will always be my boo
Alicia Keys Verse
Yes I remember boy, cause after we kissed I could only think about your lipsY
es I remember boy, the moment I knew you were the one I could spend my life with
Even before all the fame and people screaming your name
I was there and you were my baby
Chorus
Bridge
My ooh my ohh my ohh my ohh my boo (repeat)
Chorus
Alicia Keys
I don't know about y'all but I know about us and uhh it's the only way we know how to rock (repeat)
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and yes , january has finally come to an end . and another few more yrs till everything ends . haha .. looking ahead in the future . all i can see is me in my new comfy home sleeping watching tv , havin a video conference( well actually i doubt that but oh wells ) with my frens .. uhhhhh .. life .. haha .. my boo , Usher feat. Alicia Keys . haha .. they were really like together before eh? =) haha . hey , happy CNY and Valentines in advance! love ya peeps .. =)

hey hey

2005-01-31T17:36:00.000+08:00

hey ppl .. deleted everything and the blog . toooo many ppl know my addie and i have some personal stuff revealing in my previous bloggie . and now its personal . and only my best frens know . well , not many but this is private so pls pls i beg u dont tell this addie to anyone . well , not that they want to go but pls dont . i dont wan any rough comments . thank u ppl!! love u ..